Recently I have been thinking back and seeing how I have grown throughout the years not just in looks but also in the way I have changed as a person overall.
I have seen myself grow in confidence and in my personality but the one thing that stayed is my values and beliefs. I felt like no matter what I done or how I done it my love was hardly appreciated and neither was my time it was just taken…
In our lives we are bound to go through some sort of break up that can leave us doubtful and hurt. Some even leave is scared to love again.
This was me. Scared to love, scared to let my guard down and most importantly scared of letting someone know me fully.
Let me take you on a little flashback.
So I started the job in which I am currently at June 2018. No friends, no hope and no sense of…
They say anxiety isn’t a killer. When it can be. It can be. It can be a killer to your brain. It tackles each and every part of you. Your thoughts, feelings and behaviours. It can kill a vibe or break something in which was once so strong.
Living with anxiety on a day to day basis is hard. In fact it’s past the point of hard it’s actually a struggle. The thought that death is going to get you and…
It’s times like these where I don’t even know where to begin.
Like a part of me is confused but then the other half has myself set on it. Like my mind is made up. So if you read these blogs you would know that I ended up falling in love a couple of years ago. Well unfortunately that’s over now.
Was it a mistake? No
Do I regret it? No
Do I have any regrets now? Plenty.
I say plenty because now I’m…
You see if you look out the window that the world just keeps on spinning. No Matter what.. time ticks, world spins.
But in my mind the clock can tick forever, but it’s only counting down till the day I die. Life hasn’t been that easy for me. It’s always been a problem.
Depression. I hear people talk about it like it’s this thing that is so over rated. Or its just sadness for one night.
With me…
Whats the real meaning of family? is it just being blood related or is it the people who stand by you when things get tough and when they support you through everything?
Me i think its the second option and ill tell you why. This is because the family that i have they don’t believe its right to be who you are and they don’t even know how to support. Yeah when you grow up from the first day that…
There comes a time in life she’s you look at someone and you just fall in love with everything about them from there movement to the way they just lay there and look at there phone.
You wish you could explain how it makes you feel and just how you see them but they make you speechless so you just have no words.
I look at the same man every night and I never get bored or lose interest instead I…
These are just thoughts,
They will remain just thoughts,
For neither me or anyone should taken action upon these thoughts,For they are just thoughts,
There dark and scary but it’s okay,
For they are not actions and shall remain just thoughts,Talk about them with someone close and understanding so you see that they remain thoughts and not an action,
So you see someone does care for you are human,
You questioned what i love about you but what if you knew that i literally love everything about you from the very smallest detail to the biggest things.
Like for example i love it when you smile, i love it when you look at me and i love it when im around you.
You’re so special and you don’t know that. The thing is that when you see someone the way i see you thats just when you know.
You know…
